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Cold Blood
Friday, July 21, 2006

++ mood: aftermath of fright
++ music: amsterdam -guster

He called six times and I didn't pick up. How could I have forgotten to put it back on Marit Mode?! Frick, I saw the phone and I suddenly felt all cold inside. It was like for a moment time slowed down for the slightest bit then there's a numbness inside. I never knew how much I was scared of him till that moment. For the love of all things sane, he yelled the last time it happened! He yelled so much. I don't like yelling. I just don't.

But he didn't yell this time. He stayed calm and told me he was worried. Maybe he's like that because last time, he was wrong. He was wrong and he didn't say sorry. He feels guilt. He knows I'm scared. I just know it. I don't care if he knows it. I hope he knows it. I hope they both know it. I hope God sends them a sign and tells them to stop choking me.

In a few years, I'll be free.